barcelona was good (: good friends, good food, sangria and gaudi. what's not to love really (((: i'm going to be really sad when we all graduate.

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something died inside of me when you forgot. i think of each of you. though i wonder if you all do. i feel like the fool really. but i feel like the biggest stupidest fool when it comes to you. it seems like the common thread. disappointment and expectations. i thought that i could distance myself from all that. i really did. but i go one big circle, only to end up in the same emotional environment. though i must say i've gotten the even shorter end of the stick again.

invisible. they say its obvious. but i don't know if i'm trying to lie to myself or what. but i swear its not at all. cause if you can't even see me, how can you see that?

i wonder if that part of me has really died. if it has, i really don't know what is left of it to let me continue really.

foolishness.